Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Someone who made my life hell, or treated me like shit. Oh how I have hoped to avoid this question.
My ex. He has admitted it and apologized for it and that is part of the only reason I feel at peace posting it all over the internet. Our relationship has made me question myself to the utmost and no one has ever caused such a roller coaster of emotions in me. As much as I know that he loves/loved me I also know that there were many times and days when I was treated like the scum of the earth. No one deserves to be treated the way he treated me, not even your worst enemy.
Before we dated we were best friends and that is the hardest thing about knowing that he treated me like such crap. I thought from the start that above all he had enough respect for me that we would be okay and stay in each others lives no matter what. But that didn't seem to be that case unfortunately. We were in a relationship for almost four years ... we fought constantly to have good days. It was like our relationship was full of tough days with a few easy ones scattered about rather than an effortless love with a few rough patches. That isn't how life is supposed to be - that isn't how love is supposed to be. We fought for each other so hard. For so long. But we were both unhappy and it wasn't fair. We both deserve better; I deserve better.
Before we dated we were best friends and that is the hardest thing about knowing that he treated me like such crap. I thought from the start that above all he had enough respect for me that we would be okay and stay in each others lives no matter what. But that didn't seem to be that case unfortunately. We were in a relationship for almost four years ... we fought constantly to have good days. It was like our relationship was full of tough days with a few easy ones scattered about rather than an effortless love with a few rough patches. That isn't how life is supposed to be - that isn't how love is supposed to be. We fought for each other so hard. For so long. But we were both unhappy and it wasn't fair. We both deserve better; I deserve better.
Our relationship made me grow. He is and was the one person in my life that I have loved with every ounce of myself. But I am angry at him. Angry for how I was treated and for the lack of respect that was shown. At this point I am so angry about so many things that I don't think I will ever take shit from anyone again. Someone spouted off to me recently and I went off on them. It's rough but I know that I am stronger because of it. And for that I have to thank him.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
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