9/30.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for. 

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit .

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

This question wasn't as simple as it seems. For sure there are people in my life that have just kind of fallen off the face of my world but the majority of the time if I don't want them there I kick them out. So to say that I "drifted" apart from someone is a massive understatement. I suppose there are a few people though that have kind of just gone away with no reasonable explanation. I'll go into a few details about one particular individual.

She and I were best friends ... for freaking forever. Probably since we were about four or so. [Whether that's accurate or not I'm not entirely sure but exaggerating to prove a point is a specialty of mine] We were inseparable to say the least. From slumber parties every Friday night since I remember, trips to the beach, birthdays - even all the way to graduation we were by each others side. We were pretty solid. 


Then I went to college. Not that that's a bad thing by any means but it definitely put a rift in our friendship. Seeing each other became more difficult and when I did have the opportunity to go home it just wasn't the same as it used to be. It always seemed really forced and unusual. That is the best way I can describe it at least. Unless I want to be rude and I am just not feeling it right now. I felt like she had a world of her own at home and I had my own world at school and for some reason they just didn't seem to mesh well. 


Time has progressed, clearly, and since all that we are just kind of blah. Blah in the best sense of the word I think too. If there can be a best sense of the word. So although it is a sad time for both of us ... I'm sure ... we just kind of drifted.

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.