Monday, April 11, 2011

05/30 and 06/30.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
One thing that I hate about these questions is that they are worded in a way that only gives me the choice to pick one answer. I hope to do a lot of things in my life; get married, have children, be successful, graduate from college, etc. 

The main thing I want to accomplish though, throughout however long God graces me with, is being happy. I feel like so many people go through life miserable and attempting to please other people. They sacrifice their own happiness for others or for money - I don't want that. I want to wake up each day in life knowing that I have done everything in my ability to put a smile on my own face. 

It seems silly or juvenile to say that the one thing I want in life is happiness but it is true. I think that if I am happy then rest of the things I want will follow. By being genuinely happy with who I have become and how my life has turned out it will be easier to be successful, have a great marriage and wonderful kids. 

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Again there are a lot of these but something that has been on my mind lately is the fear of having to bury my children. I have lost a lot of friends and watching the pain that their parents experienced is surreal to me. I don't know how they have the poise that they do nor do I know how they manage to keep on living. Kids die too young all the time, that is something that is inevitable, but that is one thing I don't want to ever happen to me. I honestly think that if I had to bury one of my children I wouldn't be able to survive. 

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

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