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30 Days of Truth
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for. 

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit .

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on my smile.

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (write a letter.)

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn't live without, because you've tried living without it.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without. 

Day 17 → A book you've read that changed your views on something.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Day 20 → Your vies on drugs and alcohol.

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn't done in your life.

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter).

Day 25 → The reason you believe you're still alive today.

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so. when and why?

Day 27 → What's the best thing going for you right now?

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.  

There definitely isn't just one thing I would want to change. I am impatient. I am unkind. I do not always tell the truth. I boast and am proud. I am selfish and conceited at times. I hold grudges and seek revenge ... 

The list goes on. 

So the something I hope to change about myself is more like a lot of somethings. A lot of somethings that I wish to change in a way that I could be more like Christ. I wish to be patient, kind, gentle, honest, unselfish, and forgiving. The qualities that my Savior possesses are not to be taken lightly and things that I genuinely wish I saw in myself more. I struggle with the ways of the world on a daily basis. I give in so often to things that bring quick delight and a moment of pleasure rather than seeking fast His kingdom. 

I guess that is really what I want to change if we are being totally honest. I feel a tug on my heart - especially tonight for some reason - to passionately pursue Christ the way He has pursued and loved the church. I want to bring glory to His name and make His presence known while fulfilling my purpose. 

Never an easy task. Never something I seem to be good at. But maybe that will change. 

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.