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30 Days of Truth
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for. 

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit .

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on my smile.

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (write a letter.)

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn't live without, because you've tried living without it.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without. 

Day 17 → A book you've read that changed your views on something.

Hands down Blue Like Jazz. This is a book that I could read and re-read every month. As time passes by spirituality becomes confusing to me. I feel like I am failing at being a Christian. This book teaches me, in a funny way, that not only am I not the only one who is sucking it up but that I need to press on. 

I know it says "changed" my views on something. So I guess it has changed my perspective of what Christianity is supposed to look like. Everyone assumes that we as Christians never fail, never fall down, and never screw up. Everyone assumes we enjoy church all the time, love following the rules, and never question our faith. 

NONE OF THAT IS TRUE.

I fail, fall, and screw up. I don't always enjoy church, I am awful at following rules and I question my faith almost daily. Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller has helped me continuously realize how infinitely gracious my Savior can be no matter how large my short-comings. 

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.